My Life

Singapore Entertainment Awards

2010-03-16T21:00:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

I went to the Singapore Entertainment Awards on 13.3.2010 with my friends and cousin. Boy were we having fun. There we so many talented singers present there. Like Jay Chou, Tanya Chua, Eason Chan, By2, Yoga and of course SHINee was also there. I found it unfair that we cannot ring our own food and drinks in. But it's singapore, they always wants business. So they set up stalls under the audience seating. Of ya the venue was at The float at marina bay. The show was great. The performance that excite me was by Jay Chou, SHINee and Eason Chan. I love the most is Eason Chan's performance. It was the grand finale. But before his was SHINee and a lot of people went off after they performed. How rude. Well maybe i just don't know the real reason. Either is was late or people want to see SHINee off. Boy was the day tiring..........

Oh Joonsung Drama concert

2010-02-03T13:24:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

Oh Joonsung Drama Concert.

I was so excited yesterday to watch the concert. Everything turned out well but after shinee's performance, some of the audience left the theater. So RUDE!.sheesh......Another disappointment is that SHINee had to leave early because their flight is early. That's so unfair. Usually the second day would be having a better performance. But in the end. WTH!. That's not it. Some of the SHINee member's face need to be punch by me. They were not smiling as much as i expected. Only Key & Onew were like energetic. Were they tired?. Did they have a fight?. What ever it is, as an artist they must not show "black face". Be professional. I mean it seriously changed my perception towards them. Haiz....When we watch them through the TV they are like so happy go lucky, even for reality show. Is that them?. Is that how they really are?. The questions that i said are still in my head. Well lets forget about SHINee for now. Lets talk about the rest of the artist.....

Oh Joonsung- He is a great musician, composed great music in korean dramas. His performance was spectacular. While the orchestra was performing. They played short clip of the different dramas. It was so good. Love it. He had some difficulties in speaking english. All he could say was like..."my friend"...."i love singapore"...."i love Singaporean"....but we at the theater really appreciate it that he could at least borther to come to Singapore. Thank You Oh Joonsung.

Bobby Kim - He is also another great singer. It was my first time knowing about him and his first impression nailed it. He has a great personality. No doubt he performed one song but i prefer his presence compared to SHINee. Weird huh....Bobby Kim was so intellectual. Glad that he could speak english. Even though SHINee could speak english they did talk much. haiz....thank you bobby kim for being a great artist. And btw he looked younger compared to his picture in the brochure. haha...that's the magic of make up.

Mario - Did he even come???. He didn't. Like shit man. I felt cheated. I saw him at the Sundown festival. Because the person that took his place was some background singer. sheesh...but thanks for taking his place.

Haiz..............

I Saw Shinee!!!

2010-01-31T22:28:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

Today I went to Lot 1 so see SHINee. I couldn't believe what i was doing. Reached there like 10.45am then left the place around 4pm. Wah...tired man. But worth it. I seriously saw them with my own two eyes. They were like so cool. But one thing that disturbed me was that SHINee didn't simle much, only key.....hmm....a bit disappointed. Didn't manage to get a clear image in cam. Haiz.....well at least i manage to SEE them. I heard quite a lot of people didn't manage to go through no doubt they have number written on their hand. However, besides having their numbers, they have to actually pay 60 bucks for the album and ticket. WTH!....No doubt i like shinee but WTH man. And the most irritating part is that only one autograph is allowed. That's ridiculous. I mean people obviously would choose the one they like right. What if the numbers were not even between the members. What if they felt sad or jealous. Do their organisers realised these things?...sheesh.....and why of all places at Lot1. WHY!!. I felt maybe because they have many hidden areas where the artist can enter. hmm....possible uh. Well first scene i saw them was at the uploading/unloading of goods area. They were going to the rooftop. Boy was i excited. Too excited i couldn't take a proper picture!. Damn it!. I only manage to get their van. sheesh....second scene same venue but much closer. Many thanks to this girl who allowed me and my newly found friends enter the uploading/unloading area. Without her i couldn't see shinee for the second time. Then at i found out from one of my newly found friend that SHINee only manage to enter their hotel around 7+. Such a pity. Hopefully they can rest well today and get a good night rest before their performance tomorrow with oh joonsung......Good Night Everyone!!!

Another Kpop concert

2010-01-23T20:23:00.003+08:00

Elo readers!

SHINee is coming to S'pore!. Woohoo..I'm soo gonna watch it. There's also an orchestra playing the music from different korean drama. That mean SHINee's an invited guess. Can't wait to watch it! Also just got to know it from my friend that they'll be appearing at Lot1 on sun(31/1) at 1.30pm. I believe the place is gonna be pack and people would have already start lining up outside the day before like the other time i went to the Sundown Festival at Fort Canning. I just hope they won't cancel it like the lee min ho accident. Should i go to Lot 1?...Hmm...............

Obsess?

2009-12-18T20:18:00.004+08:00

Elo readers

I've got not much to talk about me. So i'm gonna talk about SHINee. I believe most girls would know who they are. Well for those who don't, they are a korean boy band. They debuted on 2008. They consist of 5 young members, Onew, Jonghyun, Key, Minho, Taemin. This is their second year and already they are like so popular. Maybe because of their looks?. But for me i don't look it that way. They do sound good and very talented. They also have very unique sense of fashion. They have a new song called "Jojo". It's a cool song. Now they have three popular songs in 2009. First was "Juliette" then "Ring Ding Dong" and now "Jojo". I'm waiting if they can win the Music Bank or not for the song "Jojo" as the other two have. I believe they can.........Am i being obsessed with K pop or am i just appreciating music??.....Oh what the hell. Now the trend is korea. Everyone now it. People are following their fashion and S'pore had the Sundown Festival Seoul'd Out 09 and radios have been playing korean music and tourism have been promoting Seoul and popular dramas like BOF have been circulating among countries and cable tv has korean channel-KBS World. Without these exposures i believe things won't be exciting as now and my phone won't have korean music. Hmm.........

BTW when i say korea, i'm referring to South Korea.

Twilight New Moon........Shinee?Super Junior?

2009-12-16T22:46:00.004+08:00

Elo readers

Yesterday went watch movie with Isk but before that walk around IMM. Thinking of shopping but didn't. Had fun time with him. We played piano at Yamaha music shop at Plaza Singapura. The movie started at 6.30pm so we had a lot of time then. When we arrived the cinema. There were so many advertisement. Sish...we had to like wait for almost 20 mins for it to start. We both should have spent more time on playing piano. Hehehe...When the movie started, boy was i excited. Oh yeah forgot to tell you, the movie was Twilight New Moon. The story to a certain extend can be quite hateful. For example like when Bella said to Jacob "It's has always been Edward". Damn you Bella!!.....But oh well, it's a movie. The writer made the story like that. Got to face it. Haiz....poor Jacob.

Today Me, My dad and bro went fetch mom at the airport. She went to Goa herself. Brave huh. Well soon enough i'm going to do just like that. But not to Goa of course. My bro went to KL himself. So possible i'm going to Bali alone. Hehehe...well that's one of my dream. Hope can accomplish it.....Talking about dream, my dreams of seeing T-Max, Brown Eyed Girls and FT Island had accomplished. Yahoo!!!............................Next will be SHINee and Super Junior.Hehehe.......we shall see.................

Sundown Festival Seoul'd Out 2009

2009-12-13T21:08:00.003+08:00

Elo readers!

Yesterday was a blast!. I went to the sundown festival at Fort Canning. It was so great. I managed to see T-Max, FT Island, Brown Eyed Girls, Mario duet with park si nae and Lee Ji Su. They were all great singers. Other than their performance, there were also by hip-hop group JinJo Crew, MISO Korean musical and drawing show. It was so great. There was full of fun and excitement. We were all sitting at first before the show begun. But when started, the crow started to dash to front of the stage. Lucky enough the place that i was standing was quite ok. I could'nt see clearly at the stage but with my vid camera it was clear enough. Whenever before the artist come out to perform the crowd scream their lungs out especially when they sing their popular songs. And every time after they have performed the audience would shout out for encore. And these fabulous artist would willingly got out and performed one last song even though they were tired and sweating like hell. Bravo to these wonderful artists.

Now some comments about the artist.

T-Max - To be frank, I wasn't that much interested in them as i didn't know their songs very well except for the BOF Ost, Paradise. But after listening to them performed yesterday with other songs really made me like them more. How glad i was that i manage to go for the festival. Their performance was great. No doubt they were sweating as if they are in a sauna, they still manage to perform with full of energy. Some how when i heard Park Yun Hwa sang, his voice flew me away. I'm still shock about his voice since yesterday. It's so unique and when he tried to speak english it was so cute. We laugh because of his cuteness. Hope to see them again.......
FT Island - This group comprises of 5 young talented singers. Some are as young as my age (1992). I like the voice of the lead singer, Lee Hongki. They are so hardworking and i always think how do they cope with their studies. In S'pore they always say "Balance your time with your CCA", but i believe balancing singing career at a young age with studies are a lot harder. I really admire these wonderful artists with their talents (singing and playing musical instrument). I belief behind the cameras most of them really do feel tired. But for the sake to look professional and not disappointing their fans they have to put their "mask" on. Oh how great these young artist they are. Hope to see them again......
Brown Eyed Girls - How happy i was to see them at last, besides watching them in TV in KBS channel. They are my fav girl band. Seeing them individually helped me saw what they have in common. They are Strong, Determined, Beautiful and Talented women. These helped them become the powerful girl group i ever seen. To be frank i have not remember their names but by remembering Brown Eyed Girls, it reminds me of ALL of them. I hope that their group will stand strong till the end. Hope to see them again.......
Mario&Park Si Nae - These two sang together yesterday. Park Si Nae has a good voice and yesterday was the first time i met them both. How cute they were performing. They sang the theme song for korean drama "My Girl". Sorry i got not much things to say about them :(
Ji Su Lee - I tried doing research about this person but hard to get info. Anyways, he has a great voice. When he sang he almost made me cry. Even though i don't know the lyrics but the way he sang it as in with the tone and melody made me understand the song. He also quite handsome. hehehe..Hope to see them again........

'O' level

2009-10-24T14:43:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

I've become more lazy to update my blog. But what the hell. With there's a story you read it, if don't whatever. Hmmm....what was i supposed to write today. Oh yeah 'o'level. For a moment i thought that 'o'level was still far away. But it's already around the corner. I'm sure all the 'o'level students around singapore have been working their brains out. I a little worried though. I have been practicing/revising really hard but afraid the paper might come out easy until i cannot do. Funny huh. Well maybe because i concerntrate to much on the hard questions until the easy one i forgot. For example, my sci practical the other day. Damn i was frustrated with myself. How can i missed the simple one when that is the basic chapter that i should know. But again and again i have have to tell myself this. "Practical is over. Just pray for a miracle to happen, and work on Paper 2 now and the other subjects.".......

Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow

2009-09-10T20:46:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

Yesterday had physic mock exam. I didn't know it was that though. Or was it beacause i didn't study that much?...hmmm...anyway after physic went for art. Paste the artist referance and introduction. After that i went to CO "for awhile". Pity Zul cause she had to wait like 3hr for me. Thanks Zul and sorry. I miss CO very much. Just can't wait to come back after "o"level.

Today had math mock exam. It was quite easy. BUT! i didn't had time to finish question 1!. OMG!!. But thank god it's just less than 5 marks. Phew....after mock exam went to Zul's house and made keropok layang2. It looked nice but too bad, fasting so cannot taste it. Then watches "Fun with Dick and Jane" at her house. Hahaha...so funny. Went home and break fast with my dad. Mum and bro wasn't at home because have class and work. My mom having class my bro working. How funny is that. I just hope that my mom don't over work herself. hmmm....

Tomorrow having Chemistry after that have tuition. OMG!!!!!......

2009-09-05T21:13:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

Yesterday played carum with Heid, Is and Zul. It was damn funny. I laughed until my face turned red. Zul laugh until her back ache. hahaha.....I couldn't take it especially when Is was being frustrated. hahahaha....Heid keep on wanting to beat me when i actually don't why when he's the one that has a lot of points. hahaha....those were the funny days....hope there's more. After playing carum it was back to business. Me, Is and Zul finished out typing the proposal for prom night then Is send it to the teacher organising committee. Hopefully every thing goes smoothly.............................

Prom night / ramadan to 'O' level

2009-09-05T20:49:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

This year have been such a busy year. And guess what. Me, Zul and Is took less than 1 week to organise a prom night. Yesterday we had just send the proposal to our teacher. Every thing went passed so fast. Good eh. Now i don't need to worry so much about prom night but now revision for 'o' level.

Can't wait for Ramadan month to finish, then Hari Raya. In fact, the funny thing is that i'm not looking forward to Hari Raya that much, but 'O' level instead. Now it is less than 50 days to it. Ish....so scary....but i'm sure it won't be too scary if i start revision now don't you think?.....

'O' prelim

2009-08-20T21:31:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

Well, prelim had just ended, result are already out. But next will be 'o' level. Haiz....life feels so damn fast. I'm starting to feel the pressure now in my head. Sometimes it's so hurtful that i want to stop study. But the big word in my head now is Persevere. So many things to do but so little time.................................................

Michael Jackson

2009-06-28T18:25:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

Such a tragedy that the "King of Pop" had to go. I'm sure lots of you know who's the king of pop. He's the original American Idol that people will never forget. His spectacular moves can never be imitated by others. I've heard of him ever since i was a young child and now I'm a teenager. How sad it is because it was my dream to watch his concert but now that dream will never achieve. (Glad there is youtube.com). It was such a shocking news to everyone in the world. No doubt there were several problems he faces, (whether it's true or not i don't know), people are going to remember him because of his unique and marvelous singing and dance moves. He had been recognized by all people of not only different countries, but different ages as well. That is what i think that artist now a days difficult to achieve.

Prayers to you Michael.....

MCO chalet

2009-06-12T15:30:00.007+08:00

Elo readers

This years holiday have been quite packed. Had a chalet last week. It was from Fri till Mon. How fun was that. It was MCO's retreat aka B'day party. It was our 5th year anniversary. Learned to play mahjong. Now i'm pro. Hahaha..jkjk...On Saturday we celebrated MCO b'day party and we exchange gift. I got a key pad sticker. It's very nice. It is from Sing en. It is a bit late to say this. But wat ever.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MCO !!

Now that the excitement is ending......I've not done my homework!...argh!!....WTH....

MSLCO GOLD

2009-04-22T21:05:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

I'm so proud that MSLCO received a GOLD back. No doubt we have a lot of sec2s and several sec1s we still manage to sustain GOLD. Now since we manage to sustain it, SYF in 2011 must aim GOLD WITH HONOURS. Jia You MSLCO!. Work hard, play smart.....

Tomorrow

2009-04-20T20:20:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

Tomorrow is the SYF....Haiz...so fast....feeling to tired lately. Hope this feeling can go away tomorrow. Tomorrow after SYF have tuition. Luckily at tuition at home, but i haven't finish the homework. I still have school homwework. WTH!!...Haiz....I feel as if I'm going to cry.

Gold with hounours.

2009-04-15T20:54:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

6 more days to SYF. Woohoo!....jia you!...hope to maintain gold, or better, Gold With Honours.

MSLCO

2009-04-11T20:29:00.003+08:00

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I was so proud today that most of my MSL strings members manage to come for MCO practice. I really appreciate their strong effort. And after today i can feel that our spirit has gone up but can be better if EVERYONE came. Haiz....why can they be so self centered. Anyways these problem we face now is the same as last two years. Haiz....Well, good luck MSLCO for 2009 SYF!!!...

2009-04-07T21:04:00.001+08:00

Elo readers

My comp have internet connection problem so i didn't get to update much. Yesterday was a frustrating day. Had CO practice. Their standard suddenly drop. Infact yesterday was such a bad day. Early in the morning already got received a bad side of a teacher. Anyways lets forget about yesterday. Today had CO, didn't do much practice cause we had birthday bash. My strings section were like mashing chocolate cake to everyone face. Hahahaha. My uniform go dirty in the end. It was the celebration of Xinyu and Li xin birthday. So sad they didn't know mine was last sunday. But nevermind. I'm 17 now. I shouldn't think this kind of stuff. Anyways feeling tired and sleepy rite now. So i'm going off.....Zzzz...........

Tired

2009-03-06T21:07:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

Feeling so tired lately. There's so many math work to. My chemistry is seriously like shit. Really got to work damn hard this year since it's 'O' level. Just can't wait for it to end. But first must finish SYF first then concerntrate on my studies. CO i will put aside. I hope i could deal with that. Haiz....well....very sleepy now. Got to go to sleep.....zzzzzzzz.......

Practice practice practice....

2009-03-04T20:57:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

Today had CO practice. Wah damn tired man teaching my junior. But what to do. Have to train him for SYF. I will try my best to improve him even though it consists of scolding and shouting at him. Haiz....need lots of practices. Ending of march will start the daily practice. GD LUCK mslco.

2009-03-01T21:14:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

Yesterday MCO had an appreciation with Mr Hawazi Daipi. The lunch was about our concert last year. We watch our performance video, it wasn't as bad as i thought. It was quite good actually. But i hate the part when could see my face clearly. Hahaha....anywayz, went to Loyang Toa Pek Gong for an invited performance. It was damn hot there. There was no fan that can reach us at the stage. The spot light was making me feel as if we were in the oven. After playing 2 songs my eyes started to see dots because of the spot light. After performance took some photos then board the bus to go back to school. Had fun in the bus with Zhi Kai, Carrine and Ting Leong. Laugh a lot. Reached school felt so tired but still want to stay there cause want to help out. After finish keeping the percussion instrument then went home,took shower,ate a chicken pie then go to sleep. zzzz.............

What to do?..........

2009-02-21T21:37:00.005+08:00

Elo readers

A lot of things have been going through my mind lately. Quit SYF?...Quit councillor?...Quit secondary school and go ITE?...These are the three things that have been running through my mind. Sometimes i cried in the middle of the night before going to sleep and wake up with swollen eyes. I guess some of you would think "how stupid of this girl to cry over such a thing"....but whatever, i'm just expressing here. Even though there's only three main problem here but it will lead to a bigger problem and that is, a feeling of disappointment from parents/families/teachers/friends. And i am afraid if i never stop these problem i am going to regret it for the rest of my life. Haiz....what am I going to do now?....I'd better come up with a solution.........and fast!!!.............................

Chinese Orchestra

2009-02-06T20:12:00.006+08:00

Hello!

Haiz so long never update. Bz lately with school until lazy to update. Now seriously worried for SYF. My strings section majority are not serious. How scary is that. They don't want me to scold them, then who will if they are misbehaving?. I think that they are to pampered. They think that the teacher never scold that's mean there is no problem. WTH. Then one big problem is that only in front of the teacher they act only gd, but behind...haiz....they only treat the teachers with respect but not the seniors or cmcs. How to be better if they have this attitude. In my opinion, good character and good skills will produce a better music. It's like this phrase "it takes two hand to clap". They shouldn't be like "a frog in a well". That's what my teacher used to tell. But he no longer say it :( .

Some times i felt that i'm the one being the teacher as i'm more strict and angry than them. Funny huh.....but what to do. The strings people never take me seriously. They only treat the teacher with respect but not me. They don't understand what's my responsibilities as a senior.
I'm trying to help them but in the end always ask for early release especially on fri practice. Stat back until 4pm also hard to ask. Always complain, ask to be release at 3pm. You tell me which practice finish at 3pm!!. Nonsense!.

2009-01-31T12:14:00.002+08:00

Hey!Hey!Hey!

So long never write...haiz...so lazy to update...life so far have been tiring for me. This year have 2 big "event" and that is SYF 2009 and 'O' level. SYF in 20-22 April and 'o' level prelim in July. Haiyo! so pack!. My mom have been finding for me a private tutor and so far only found a POA teacher. Well i guess the rest of the subject i have to work on my own. My brain is like going to explode anytime. It's only the first month and i'm already feeling the stress. I think i need to go for yoga class to learn to relax.hahaha....

Today having a Chinese New Year dinner at Fuchun CC at 7pm. With the MCO peeps. We performed lion(percussion ensemble) at chinatown during the CNY celebration. It was so exciting performing with them. I didn't expect that cause i thought that i'm going to be left out, but in the end...NOT. Thank you guys!....MCO rocks!....

Bali

2008-12-23T16:37:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

Last week went to Bali with family. From 13dec-20dec. How silent it was over there due to the bomings. First arrived didn't do anything much cause reach there wat night. The next day walk around kuta from resort. The resort name is Jayakarta Hotel, it's at Legian.(look at the map). Quite far actually from Legian to Kuta. But for me it's quite alrite cause i'm use to it. Ate at warung, KFC and so called sea food. Their KFC have rice and the are chicken are marvelous. Even though the size is abit smaller compared to S'pore, the taste is better and satisfying. The price are also reasonable. Unlike S'pore, the prices are expensive. One meal can cost $6 +. Might as well go to Burger King.

We did alot of shopping especially my brother and me. My brother bought alot ot Volcom shirt cause we're not going to Bali next year, he has NS. Will this be the last?.....NOT!....haha...well he bought alot at Bali cause in S'pore the volcom shirts ca cost up to $30+. In Bali now they have sale. Every year i think they have it at Dec, cause last year we went there were also have. You should go there. The prices are cheap or should i say affordable. I to did bought clothing for myself. And the prices are mostly 30% or 50%off. Not just that, some even at 90% off!. How good is that heh....

In Bali i was nervously waiting for my result. On 18Dec, receive a message from my friend. And i the message was that i manage to get promoted. In my mind i was thinking OFMG!...Gosh i did it man...yahoo...hahaha...how satisfying and relief i was. So now i still have one more year in my school. Got to bear with it in order to take O-level....haiz.......................................

Cycling (26/11)

2008-11-28T19:38:00.006+08:00

Elo readers

I went cycling 2 days ago. Decided to write about it today cause was so tired. There were me, Nureen, Guang Kang, Hakim and Mr Tay. My friends in councillor board and teacher in-charge. We cycled from woodlands towards yishun then we rest at the indian restaurant at jalan kayu.
Here's the photo of my friends and teacher at th restaurant .
I fell down while cycling past woodlands towards admiralty. Just started and i'm already injured. It was odd that i didn't cry. Maybe cause i was used to it.hahaha...here's the photo, it looks like an eye. The scratch is not just that red spot but there are still long scars below it. Now still swollen.Gosh....hope it will heal before my family trip to Bali.

Monday, tuesday, wednesday....haiz...

2008-11-13T21:32:00.006+08:00

Elo readers

Monday: I went out with MCO friends to buy cloth for our costume. It's gonna be like the Japanese type. We had a good bargain. There was no GST. Luckily we saw that shop. Before buying it we went to eat first then met with another friend of mine to discuss again. We bought the cloth and it was a good quality and at a cheap price. Took the bus home, while on the way back we slept. In the end i end up with neck pain cause didn't put my head properly. hahaha....

Tuesday: I went out with Zulaikha and Fatin to Bugis. Fatin bought some clothings to wear for tomorrow outing. I didn't buy anything cause mom don't let me spent. Zulaikha bought a snow cap which was cool. She wore it the next day. I had fun with them.

Wednesday: I went to soul garden with my friends. Ate quite a lot. We then went to east coast. I ride the bike and some went swimming. I couldn't cause was having my period.so sad.The day wasn't that satisfying cause there was a fight between two of my friends. Well, one is but the other one is just my classmate. That classmate of mine initially i thought was not invited. Then suddenly on the day itself i knew that she was coming, I felt disaster was going to happen. And I predicted it correctly.

So you see...first two days were happy but there's always one day which god will "destroy". This shows that life is not always about being happy...haiz.......Everything happened on wednesday was so predictable. I think god wants me to know first before it happen so that I won't get to stress up. Thank you god!!

BTW Mco tickets are out! Hurry order before it runs out!...

Prices: $15, $25
Venue: SCH - Singapore Conference Hall
Time: 7.30pm

The Simpsons

2008-11-07T19:27:00.003+08:00

Elo readers,

Watched the Simpsons today. I can't believe that the Simpsons is actually NC16. Most people don't realise that, in fact there faces have appear in children merchandise. Well what ever it is there isn't much gore except during Halloween episode. I watch the Simpson Halloween special on star world. The show start at 9pm and ended like 12am. How cool was that! Straight 6 episode of Simpsons Halloween, starting from 2003. (i think). There's one time where i watch the interview about the Simpsons. The guy who made Homer's voice was wearing a sunglasses. I'm sure he doesn't want people to see his face. Afraid of being punch and kick i guess. hahaha.....The movie was damn funny. I laughed until my tears went out. My fav. part was when Homer shouted where the scene they were seal in the doom. Ohohoh not just that, but also the spider pig part...and also when Homer jumped into the sand showing the middle finger and got stuck. hahaha.......

Music

2008-11-06T14:54:00.004+08:00

Elo readers,

Sorry i haven't been updating my blog. Feeling so lazy cause no school. My mom went to Batam today. She's doing some work there. So boring at home alone. I practice my erhu and guitar all day. Oh yeah, forgot to tell you, i took guitar lessons at Fuchun CC. It's on every tuesday at 7.45pm. The instructor name is Steven. He's funny. His brother is also there to help him. Every lesson there will be new stuff coming in, such as notes and songs. It was easy at first but it gets more difficult as we move on to new things. He's now teaching us sight reading which i really need to improve on. I have to concerntrate on my music now cause of the CO concert in 26 Dec. Gotta work hard.....

Work?

2008-10-16T21:20:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

N-level has finished. Now so bored. I made a deal with my mom to clean all the indows of my house and one room, and she will pay me $70. Is it worth it?. What I meant is that is it enough to occupy my free time for the month of Oct n Nov. Well I don't think so. But what to do, I've to accept the deal because my mother seemed unsure about me working outside. I seriously need to get out of the house. Today my brother suggested that why not instead of working, I join some work shop. Actually I want to make money, but now i'm spending it?. Well, since it's not my money. Sure, why not give it a try.

For the past few days I've been playing my PS 1. How long have i not touch it?. I think around 4 years. I was thinking of buying a PSP but since my PS1 is still working so why not use it until it "explode". I want to try and play all the old games. Mostly in the past my brother always plays the though games. Since he is not playing it, why not I give it a try. Ever since I started to have free time, I want to try lots of things. I wonder what workshop I'll be picking? Hmmm....

Hey hey hey..

2008-09-26T22:42:00.008+08:00

Hey hey!..

I'm back. HS! left 3 more days to n-level.omg3.I've been revising really hard lately.Haiz....so tired.Yesterday i took a "one day break". My mom scolded me n asked me to revise. Well, i just kept quiet cause i have my own purpose. Don't expect me to revise for every single damn day man.I'll go crazy and my brain will explode.In class my brain couldn't take it. It felt like lemon being compressed for its juices, especially during geog. Now i have 3 days left(to be exact, 2). I've finished revising sci, now math for this 2 days. Still could make it. Just memorise formulars and practice on difficult questions. Still have hope. Eventhough social studies if done badly, still have geog. It can still push me up. If i really do damn good on it. BUCK UP WAHIDAH!...

I've bought contact lense coloured misty gray. It's nice. Idah also bought same colour as me. Syahidah bought brown n Zulaikha bought blue colour. Thinkin of dying my hair after n-level but can't cause if i manage to go to sec 5 i've to dye is black. So nvrmind, just wait till end of secondary school life.

N-level

2008-09-14T20:00:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

My n-level is so near. Last i thought i was left with one month. Now it's like less than 3 weeks. OMG!. Now currently revising phy n chem. Than still have art...WTH...haiz...got to finish it by next week so that i can concerntrate on other subjects. I'm actually still thinkin between goin to sec 5 or higher nitec. But still got to get good grades so that people will not look down on me. The reason i don't want to go sec 5 is because i can't take it for another year. I'm feeling as if i'm wasting my time. The reason i want to go higher nitec is because practical studies. and after higher nitec i want to go to poly. I know it's like 2 years after higher nitec but at least i don't waste my time in secondary school learning extra things for anther one year. Haiz...which one to choose. For now i need to concerntrate on finishing my n-level. Then after that i will sit and talk with my family and discuss with them. Haiya!...how can two choices be so difficult!......

2008-08-22T21:05:00.003+08:00

Elo readers!

It's been so long since i last wrote. Well quite alot has happen. Received my N-level prelim result yesterday...shish..badly done...got 13 for L1 B2...seriously got to work hard now. Havin intensive social studies n MT this week n next. Haiz....so boring. Wat to do, must buck up. Both the papers during the first week of september. That is in 2 weeks time!.WTF!. wish me luck guys. I've been workin out lately after the gym in my school has finally open. Now more motivate to lose weight. Hope to lose 5kg after n-level. I've not been updating my blog cause i've been doin homework n revising for n-level. So i'm sorie if u're waitin for a story or what ever. I'll be updating at least once a week if there's time. Soo sorie...

To all n-level people...good luck as we are the first to take our exam.

I'm back!!

2008-07-31T21:08:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

It's been awhile!!...miss typing. Quite busy for this one month +. Didn't got the chance to update blog and friendster. Seriously busy with N-level prelim. I never had studied this hard before. But damn it, i still did badly. What i've done wrong to deserve it. But what ever it is i'm not goin to give up and back down. I'll have to change my sittin place and sit infront cause my original place is at the back of the class. Haiz...so many things to do so little time. Never mind, must persevere!. So tired right now. I'll try and keep you guys updated k....

So long

2008-06-18T10:08:00.001+08:00

Elo readers

It's been so long since the last time i written. Well the first reason was because i went to Hanoi for geog trip, second was because my comp had problems. So much had happen, went to Hanoi for a school trip, watch movie with friends, went studying with with friends, attended remedial lesson in school and alot more.

I went fishing with my dad on sun(15/6) from 6pm till 12am. My dad caught 6 fish. It's been awhile since the last time i went fishing with him. He's a very patient man who always take things slowly. Maybe i should do that too, cause i'm an impatient person and i should change that.

My mom went to San Francisco last week Sun (8/6) and came back on Mon(16/6). She had fun. I told my friends about it and they ask who she went with. They were shocked when i said she went alone. It was ok for me, my bro and dad, cause she have work damn hard for our family and letting her went alone and enjoy is not a problem to us family. She came back bought us some stuff. My bro and dad jeans, me a bum shoe, herself 10 shoes. Can you believe it!. 10!. Well at least it's worth it, cause the shoes that she bought,if it were in Singapore it would be $150 wheares over there is less than $100. Good huh. She also went on tour and went to the old jail place called the Alcatraz or aka The Rock, where Al capone was put there. On the way back to sin, her flight stopped at tokyo, and guest what, she bought me kimono!. It's so cute. Tanks mom!. Luv u!. I've been wanting it ever since there's this day called "racial harmony day". It's gonna be fun wearing it eventough it's only once a year.

Talking bout my mom goin to San Francisco, I would like to go Japan with my mom by the age of 25. Got to save alot of money starting now. Lets see how's it gonna be in 9 years time from now.......

N-Level!!!

2008-05-22T21:26:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

Sorie i haven't wrote for sometime. Well just got my report book today. WTH i didn't know that we sec 4 are getting a report card, cause we didn't take mid-year. We don't know where the marks come from. We were so angry especially the students in my math class. The test were last minute told. Our teacher didn't tell us the date and the chapters to learn. In fact by the time we want to ask it was already to late. Tank god majority of us pass including me. Whatever it is now the important thing is to concerntrate for my n-level. No more complaining and excuses. My art have to finish by 6 june. So then after that straight away i have to just concerntrate on my studies and do lots n lots of revisions. Hope no one spoils my plan.

2008-05-17T23:16:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

Today went for MCO practice and did a recording on one song. sorry can't tell u wat's the title but you people will listen to it soon..hehehe..sorie people i'll continue tomorrow cause now it's already late. Got to go to sleep. Gd nite.

SE lesson

2008-05-16T22:25:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

Today didn't had lesson cause my class and some others had SE lesson.
We learn wat's the reason people say yes/no to sex and why people want sex.
No: don't want to get pregnant, afraid of STD/HIV, want to save it for marriage, no reason to do it, don't want to have regrets later on. Yes: to feel pleasure, curious bout it, temptations. People want sex because they sometimes thinks it's the way to show their love to their boyfriends/girlsfriends. That is actually wrong. This is the part where the girls/women make the wrong choice. We girls should keep our precious virginity till marriage cause if u do it wif a guy before marriage and if u didn't end up marrying him u'll feel regret and ashamed. SERIOUSLY. Some girls just don't care, they don't feel ashamed. I pitty them so much. Some people have sex cause they don't know that even having sex with one person can actually cause u to have STD. Do you know that? I to did not know that after attending this lesson. Ur partner might have sex with alot of people and u don't know that ur partner has STD.

For example, a guy had sex with this one girl. He's so positive that he won't have STD.(this is wat he thinks.) BUT in the other hand his girl actually had sex with alot of guys and she in the end had STD. So this STD was then past on to this guy. Do you get the picture?. The guy's life now have been cut short. Such a waste. Even when u're married, go for a check if you or ur husband/wife has STD. It's better safe than sorry.

Tell u people frankly, saying NO only is not enough. Even saying NO to smoking is not enough. U'll feel curious seeing people do these and you will tend to follow it uncautiously. And by the time u realised it, u're already addicted to it.

BTW do you know the NO and Yes part. It most related to girls. Don't u think so.

Fits/epilepsy

2008-05-13T22:49:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

Yes arh!...I passed my 2.4 run re-test. Yay!...Next week got to do my 5 item test. Wish me luck. My classmates all have taken the 5 item test except for me. You want to know why. It's because of my fits aka epilepsy. My epilepsy came back one week before 5 item test so my teacher told me to go for my check up first which was in two weeks time. It was my 4th attack if i'm not wrong.

The first one happened when exactly my father was about to leave the carpark. He was sending me to school for Sec 2 NE camp. My mother was at home, my father called home and she quickly left the house and went to the carpark. They drove me to NUH. I was conscious when we were 15 mins away from the hospital. My body was so weak. I couldn't even stand. I asked my parents what happened and my father told me that my body shook and white foam began to come out from my mouth. After 1 min of that, my body suddenly felt cold and my face turned pale. My mom told me that my eyes were open staring into space and look as if i wasn't breathing. I was so afraid after hearing what they said. It looks as if i was dead for that less than 3mins experience. They explain to me so long but for me i felt it's just a blink of an eye. The doctor brought me to this room and told me to lay on the bed. She put wires on my head and told me to sleep. The result said that my head had alot of those "electricity" in our brians. The doctor also said that because i was to stressed up the epilepsy "triggered". But what ever it is, I'm now under medication and the doctor said that i'm goin to have that brain test again in either july or aug. Hope that there is improvement.

Anime Movies

2008-05-12T22:38:00.010+08:00

Elo readers

Today I'm goin to tell you bout my fav anime movies.

1st-Spirited Away

A fantasy adventure with a ten year-old girl named Chihiro, which starts in everyday Japan but goes somewhere different. For young Chihiro and her family, a mysterious tunnel and haunted town lead to the Land of Spirits, inhabited by god and monsters and ruled by the greedy witch Yu-baba. Chihiro's parents are transformed into pigs; to rescue them, she must surrender her name and serve in this world. Luckily she finds friends and allies, including the handsome but myterious boy named Haku. Initially sulky and listless, Chihiro(or Sen as she's now called) finds inner strengths and establishes an identity in this strange world. If you want to know more watch it.

2nd - The cat returns

The story follows a girl called Haru, a quiet, shy, and unassuming high school student who has a long-suppressed ability to talk to cats. One day she saves a darkly colored, odd-eyed cat from being hit by a truck on a busy road. The cat turns out to be Lune, Prince of the Cat Kingdom. In return, the cats shower her with gifts of catnip and mice - and then she is offered the Prince's hand in marriage. Her mixed reply is taken as a yes. If you want to know more watch it.

4th - Yucie magical princess (Petite Princess Yucie)

Yucie is a 17 year old girl under an enchantment which makes her appear like a 10 year old. Despite such misfortune and the gap that sometimes occue between her mind and body, she remains an innocent girl with a positive outlook and an unwavering dream to become the "Platinum Princess". If you want to know more watch it.

3rd - Grave of fireflies

Taking place toward the end of World war 2 in Japan, Grave of the Fireflies is the poignant tale of the relationship between two orphaned children, Seita (清太) and his younger sister Setsuko (節子). The children lose their mother in the firebombing of Kobe, and their father in service to the Imperial Japanese Navy, and as a result they are forced to try to survive amidst widespread famine and the callous indifference of their countrymen (some of whom are their own extended family members). If you want to know more watch it.

Home alone

2008-05-11T22:07:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

My parents had left Singapore. Dad went fishing wif his friends which i don't know where. Mom went to Hanoi for work stuff. Left me, my bro and cat, "home alone" doin our own things. Both me and my brother had to buy or own food. Tomorrow i have to go to school myself. It's been awhile since the last time i went to school by myself. I think it's good cause when i walk to school i feel energetic eventhough i have to wake up early in the morning. It takes me around 1/2 an hour walking to reach school. I got to go now. Got to wake up early tomorrow. Gd nite people.

SAJC CO

2008-05-11T12:47:00.006+08:00

Elo readers

Yesterday went to watch a concert at Saint Andrew JC. Their CO are performing. Meet Aisyah at woodlands mrt at 5pm and the MCO members at 5.15pm. We broke up into 2 groups cause it was a big group. My group took the MRT first, stop at toa payoh and took the bus. We arrived there earlier that we expected. We waited for the rest to come. The concert started round 7.30pm. I couldn't wait for it to start cause they are playing two songs from my fav anime, "Spirited Away". - (Always with me n Name of life).

I didn't know that a chinese orchestra could play it but this one did and was quite nice. The one who arranged the song was a student from that CO. All the songs that they played are arranged by the students. The songs are either from games, anime or movies. It's intresting to see a chinese orchestra perform those songs. The concert ended round 9.30. Reached home round 11.30pm. Went to bed at 12.30am.

Arab?

2008-05-09T22:21:00.003+08:00

Elo readers,

Today in the day had chemistry lesson. Just finished on chemical calculations. It's part of the chapter bout mole for express. I'll learn the rest bout mole concept next year (if i manage to enter sec 5). The topic is quite easy. It's a good thing i still remember the basic things. School ended at 12.10pm. Had a meeting bout the vietnam trip, then went to do my art. Went home round 6pm.

At night, just finished reading the Al-quran(katam Al-quran). Received a gift from my Uztazah. A new Al-quran. Wow...now at home i've got so many. Now after my prayers i've still have to read it so that i can still remember the words. It'll be a waste if i stop now and forget it in the future. I'm glad to have finish it and now i don't need to go to my Uztazah house, i can just read it at home. On the second thought, i might want to learn arab from her. But now, got to concerntrate on my N-level...hiaz..

BGR

2008-05-06T20:24:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

I've been seeing ppl round my age have been getting into BGR. I wonder why they need to be in such a hurry to have a relationship. The important thing now is to study hard and not being in a relationship. Let me tell you this, comparing to having a partner now and having a great time of your life and being free during teenage years?...which one will you pick. Being in a relationship actually takes ur time and energy.SERIOUSLY. I mean it's kind of wasted having relationship at a young age.You have to think about the him/her safety, manage your time to meet him/her (which actually you should be studying), msg n call him/her every single day or even feeling stress thinking about your relationship whether he/her has another admirers. You would done something better like achieving your goals, doing what you like without "reporting" to your partner or even do better in your studies.

You rarely see people who stead at a young age getting married in the end. Majority of those couples who get together before the age of 18 won't last for two years. I'm sorry to say this but it's true. Girls please remember this, "Physical intimacy does not mean true love". Mostly girls are the ones who get into the "trap" easily. Think carefully. Being in a relationship you don't need to be physically intimate, even in marriage you don't need it. Girls must also know this, boys who doesn't respect your body are the ones who are not worth it. Don't ever do things with them for pleasure. Never ever give your virginity before marriage. You will feel shame and regret if you do.

Joshua Harris states it best:" just because lips have met doesn't mean hearts have joined. And just because two bodies are drawn to each other doesn't mean two people are right for each other." I got this from peter's book, " The joys & pains of growing up".

May be reminded that everything i put here are my point of views.

Change?

2008-05-02T17:57:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

Yesterday went to my grandmother's house to celebrate her birthday. She had turned 68yrs old. There were only me, my mom and uncle celebrating. I was quite angry towards my other uncles and aunties. They always expect my mom and her brother to take care of my grandmother. They never help. Anyways, we ate chocolate-mint cake and i only had one slice.

After celebrating, my mom took me to Laupasat to meet her friends there. I sat and listened to them talking and even laugh at their jokes. I know some of you think it's boring just sitting there and listen, but actually it's quite interesting listening how life is like being an adult. It's so much different in the way you communicate during school times. I wonder how it will be like when i meet my friends in next 4-5 yrs? Will we change? will we still be the same as we are now?

Hmmm.......

So many things to do so little time.....

2008-04-29T21:46:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

I've been working hard lately for my art(N-level). Currently painting my final piece. Actually I've not finished the colour test but afraid there's not time, so my teacher told me to paint the part that is confirm on the canvas. Haiz....I've to now plan my time properly for art and studies. But first the most important thing is to finish my art before June holidays cause have to hand it in by 6 June. Then after that i will fully concerntrate on my studies and start doing revision for prelim. Damn it...so many things to do so little time.

Chinese Orchestra

2008-04-26T21:36:00.002+08:00

Elo readers

Here i'm goin to tell u my life in CO. It started during the CCA orientation for sec 1(2005). I didn't know what CCA to pick cause all of them are boring for me. If there was NCC girls, i would have join. But to bad. Then I heard there were 2 malay people joined CO. They were Aisyah and Syafiq. So i decided to join CO. Luckily there was another malay girl joining with me. So at that time there were a total of 4 malays. During that same year, i joined the Marsiling Chinese Orchestra(MCO).

When i was sec 2 i couldn't manage my time properly so i wanted to quit MCO, but in the end i did not. WHY!. This is the second time that i want to quit something but it turns out that i'm still in it. Maybe God doesn't want me to quit easily. In fact my conductor/instructor also didn't allow me to quit. Now, i'm still in MCO and have went to soo many performances and i really enjoyed myself being there. If i were to quit, i would have miss alot of things. My music skills(which at first i thought i didn't have) have also improve alot. I'm grateful that i'm still in MCO. Being around them makes me feels like being in a big family. All this thanks to my conductor/instructor, Mr Low Cher Yong for giving me the opportunity to join CO and without him, i wouldn't have realise my talent.

Damn!

2008-04-25T22:32:00.009+08:00

Elo readers

As you know today was my eng prelim paper. WTH my letter format was wrong! Arh!. I thought it was a formal letter but actually it's a report. Stupid siak!. Hope to do well in for my paper 2. I used the method that I learn from Super Teen. That is circle the keywords. It made me easier to understand and I didn't need to read the passage twice. After my paper, went home, listen to music then went for tuition...

Prelim MT n Eng

2008-04-24T20:45:00.003+08:00

Elo readers

Haiz....today was my first prelim paper. It was malay paper 1, 2, 3. The papers were quite easy. This is the first time that i manage to answer all the questions (Yay!...hehehe). When I was doing my paper, I had flu. Thank god I was not distracted. I've been having this flu for almost 4 days. Still having it now...wth...Tomorrow I'm having my english paper. Wish me luck!

Councillor/Student leader...

2008-04-23T21:19:00.004+08:00

Elo readers

Life in secondary school have been so tiring for me compared to the fun and joyful times in primary school. I am a councillor in my school and the only one in my class. So you see, alot teachers have high expectations on me. It has been four years in the councillor board. In the past I sometimes complain and saying that I want to quit because I can't cope. But in the end I didn't. I wonder why is that so. Then I remembered, the time when I first entered my school. The first thing that pop into my mind was to join the councillor board. I was so eager to join. The reason was because I want to become someone who can lead a group of people and also serve the school.

In primary school(woodlands pri), I was not as disipline and responsible as I am right now. I would hang around with my friends outside of school wasting our time instead of studying. I only did things that I like such as softball(my CCA). At that time i thought playing it well it can bring me far like joining a women's team etc. But in the end i didn't get what i want because of my PSLE result, that is only 185. My mom was so disappointed and didn't allow me to go to Orchid Park sec sch. I was actually thinking of continuing playing softball there. I hated my mom until i realised it that education is more important than softball. I was thankfull that my mom had stop me because if she did not my life will be worse.

In secondary school(marsiling sec), my character change after joining the councillor and going for character development programm. My life was not the same as before. My character was not the same as before. The reason my teacher choose me to be a councillor because they believe that I have the potential to lead and to serve and also be a good role model. I respect them for believing in me but after 2 years I began to slack. Why is this so? well let me tell you. When i was sec 2 I wanted so much to become an Executive commitee. But in the end i didn't get it. I was so disappointed. All my hardwork and effort was wasted. In the end I did manage to get the position but it was already too late as I already gave up and already entered sec 3. When I gave up, majority of what i learn from the councillor board was lost. My disipline that I have had gone. But resently, the feelings that I first time join the councillor board came back. I shouldn't have gave up earlier. Luckily i was able to get my character back together. Now I know that it is very important that we shouldn't give up easily because we might regret later on.

How good

2008-04-22T21:06:00.005+08:00

Elo readers

It has been 5 days after the Super-Teen workshop. Quite alot have change f0r me. Last time, I always aim low grades as I thought that I cannot do any better. Now, I'm more confident of setting high goals. Like what I have learned, "it's not how good you are, but it's how good you want to be" (it's up to you to believe it or not). Attending this Super Teen made me realise that from what we have learn is entirely up to us whether to apply it or not.

Super Teen workshop

2008-04-19T23:25:00.012+08:00

Elo readers

This week have been tiring for me. From mon till wed, my class 4s3 and 4s1 had a Super Teen workshop. My trainers were Ernest, Ken and Peter. I have learn so much from them, especially the importants of setting a goals/dreams. Without goals/dreams, then what is the purpose of us living. Before attending this workshop, I thought that my life will be quite succesfull in the future, but attending this workshop has make me realise that i have no goals/dreams. I have to aim high goals/dreams so that i can tell people how far i am willing to go. Dare to Dream. The first most important thing that i have to do now is study hard and get good grades. I have to do it now, do it right the first time. I have also learn the different ways of studying such as Spider-gram(mid-map), speed reading, memorizing techniques and alot more. We had lots of fun and laughter attending this workshop, but there were also time where we cried. We cried because we have done something wrong, that is lying to ourselves. Some did learn from that part but some just don't get it. I have bought Peter's book which called "The Joys & Pains of Going Up". It teaches us the 17 principles that every youth must know. I've also bought Ernest CD and an Organiser. Ernest CD is about relaxation evercise. They're great, you must buy them. Before ending this post i would like to say Thank You to Ernest, Ken and Peter.

HELLO!

2008-04-18T23:47:00.001+08:00

Elo readers,

This is my first time writting a blog. I've finally decide to have a blog because this can help me be more open towards people. I hope you all enjoy reading :)